Unbelief, not faith, hides from Jesus after falling into sin. Trust runs to the one we have offended for the grace and mercy Jesus already purchased at the cross. https://www.desiringgod.org/messages/when-i-dont-desire-god-part-4/excerpts/when-satan-tempts-you-to-despair https://www.desiringgod.org/messages/when-i-dont-desire-god-part-4/